pain is a reminder you are alive
better to suffer than to forget
time is not an enemy
but it certainly is no friend
as i walk the outer paths
hoarfrost on my hair
dreaming intermittently, calmly
feeling every last wisp of wind
as if it were the remains of a tear
and i find myself nowhere
but i am still me
where the starlight does not reach
breathing in the darkness
exhaling philosophies
Reflection
9:03pm wednesday, 14th december
Check this out. I was looking for something with french subtitles to learn French with. I had many French classes back in school and I want to really learn it again and completely. I came upon this and started watching it. Its super cool. It definitely will make you wonder....
Whats your favorite suicide song Stand?..Were you ever suicidal or more just having fun being looney all the time when you were in dire straits? This is my favorite suicide song....."Asleep" by the The Smiths.....
"Shooting Star" by Bad Company, which most people don't think of as a suicide song, but it ends with him dead, "a bottle of whiskey, sleeping tablets by his head."
Reflection
10:15pm friday, 16th december
You surprised me on that one. That song makes me want to light fireworks and set off cannons or something..Maybe a celebration of someones death or something..LOL
Reflection
Stand