True story: I found the secrets of the universe. Or did they find me?
Does it matter to you what the meaning of life is? Friend, give me a good read, and maybe you'll be satisfied. Do you ever wonder why life can be unfair sometimes? Pick up these pages, there's an explanation. And why is there pain at all? The answer, it is written, here in this slim volume. There's also a search for what existence is that goes deeper than anyone's ever dove before, more fundamental than the old favorite, "I think, therefore I am." And the context for all that we shall see turns out to be a litle thing called the War in Heaven. A war in eternity. And everything, just everything, makes perfect sense if you really know what's been up, up there.
Touched upon is life, death, Heaven, Hell, truth, pain, the beginning and end of the world, Jesus Christ, Lucifer, angels and demons, secrets, lies, and love, true love...
And there have been others before me who believed that Judas Iscariot was innocent of the crucifixion of The Lord Jesus Christ. But they haven't seen what I've seen. This book is a tribute to him, to try in the smallest part to amend two thousand years falsely accused of deicide. And this book is a doozy.
It's crazy. It's dense. But once you start picking away at the pieces, the grand mystery unfolds before your eyes, your perception. Don't you want to know why? Why you always had that feeling in the back of your mind that there must be something better than what we have ever experienced, and could never articulate just what it could be? That there is something not right about the world, even as we marvel at its sometimes overarching beauty? This book is for you. Miraculous and true.
O what I have seen! How amazing is this all, o me, o life! You were meant to be here, right now, right there, reading these words. Make the most of it, make the most of life! Believe, for the Beginning Is Near!
All of this actually happened... and you will see it is the sign of our victory, when with such joy we proclaim, "Walt Disney is God!" How we have always, already won.
Reflection
2:12pm saturday, 15th march
Hey, Stand. If you still got my address, send me a copy of your book. I'm broke, and have been for about 5 years now. I'll check it out......
ps. This happened the other night. This old ancient Hawaiian surfing legend named the Duke. He just appeared like in a hologram from another dimension, and he said. "You have helped me in ways you do not understand." and then he just vanished..It was like in Star Wars where r2-d2 shows his hologram messages......
Stand
10:36pm saturday, 15th march
OK
Reflection
4:39pm sunday, 16th march
Thanks Stand..There are some serious spiritual issues going on this planet right now..Big time.....Last night I was awoken from sleep by a old voice who said "Look into the face of Marduk." (A old Sumerian god.)..I closed my eyes and just prayed to the holy spirit..Then a hour later a huge invisible centipede woke me up and was crawling all over me..It was like 3 ft long and moving really fast.....Serious spiritual warfare going on....
Reflection
4:46pm sunday, 16th march
You know Stand, one time I was taken into another dimension riding on this like flying motorcycle with this spirit guide. We stopped at this place in another dimension and there were these biker types just hanging around. He pointed to someone I didn't really see because of all the people and he said "There's God."..LOL......I think God can be whoever and whatever time anything or anyone it wants to be.......Who knows?
Reflection
6:26pm sunday, 16th march
Seriously Stand, you are the poet master, give me your advice on this..Thanks..
I did one more poem, I asked whatever it is that I would do one more poem....Who is this?....I wrote it totally spontaneous like the others. In like a minute and a half..A inner voice comes through my mind and I don't consciously try to do it, I just write what the voice say's.....In my opinion..It's either God, Devil, or some sort of my higher self..
Desire
Desire changed my mind.
Into the fold we changed hearts midway of ecstasy. Bathed in love
forever without the need to be loved by another. Walking past life
together,forever,nowhere near an immortal shell that cracks beneath lust. Only love can save
what cannot be lost. Wishes are only half the cost to be loved and cherished without deceit, and forgiveness is a mercy only challenged by fear of the unknown.
The end.
ps. I don't have the full answers yet to this......I think it's about not lusting....
Stand
12:15am tuesday, 18th march
It’s not bad. Doesn’t seem to completely make sense, though.
Reflection
3:12pm tuesday, 18th march
I just got this message. I think this says it all..
Voice
A voice so old nothing can
destroy its flavor. Following forever
into its void all that will bring about will weep
from solace and destruction of my force
of love. Silver and gold have no value in my sphere.
It grows continually in love. The weak prosper
only when divine intervention follows, not before,
but from behind. Shadows know this and
prey upon its truth. Stand tall and fear not,
for death is the only cause for salvation.
Reflection
4:18pm tuesday, 18th march
The spirit annoyed me for another poem. I think it is Jesus. It said Jesus Christ after the end of the poem.
Try
Try to be free.
Nothing lasts forever in a world of
chaos and fear. Simple pleasures are delicate
and nimble to my soul. Silver and gold are porous
and infinite against the halls of flowing
rivers that flow continually in a sphere of crystal
gazing wishes of soothing mystery. In time
the last walking man or woman will know
that fellowship lasts forever until the sound of swaying trumpets singing
sounds of destruction in my name.
Jesus Christ
Reflection
10:14pm tuesday, 18th march
Stand, delete all that shit. I don't trust it. I ain't doing it anymore. I'm not a 100% sure who it is and demons are very into trickery, they've had many years to perfect it..Burn it....I ain't ever doing it again.....
ps. I do want to check out your book though...
Stand
12:26am wednesday, 19th march
I sent you a copy. Give me the comment numbers to delete. #1 starts, “Hey, Stand.”
Reflection
1:00pm wednesday, 19th march
Thanks for the book Stand, I'll read the whole thing and then tell you what I think...You can leave the comments if you want, but I'm not 100% who really was coming through. I was writing as fast as I could with what the voice was saying. I did ask it what it thought was a peaceful solution the problems in the world, and it was very direct and powerful though. This is what it said.
Peaceful solution
A peaceful solution is this.
Walk quickly into peaceful waters,
or stop dead at my whims.
Reflection
3:53pm wednesday, 19th march
Just got the book today, you're the man. Gonna read it. You better not drive me insane with this book..LOL
Reflection
10:49pm wednesday, 19th march
Started reading your book, I think it is very intelligently put, with bits of humour. You are a good guy Stand, you really are. I can tell from my own experiences that you've had some real cool stuff happen. I think this is a good book for people already in the know with their own experiences, I'm not sure how a person who's never had a supernatural experience they remember would take it. You never know..I just asked for a couple more poems and got some scary stuff. I had to take a shower and then pray to the Holy spirit for guidance and a message to help me fight that evil stuff, because it is very crafty..This is the best message I have gotten yet. Simple and to the point. I asked for a message on how to defeat evil...
Follow
Follow your heart to see what grows true,
if the wicked you feel is wrong, then it is wrong.
Fellowship is a means to protect what endures. If all else fails,
then ask for guidance and it shall be given based on
what you ask in sincerity. Tell Karen whatI have said.
Reflection
Stand
Stand