My greatest enemy is myself. I have put myself in foolish situations, and only I am to blame for them. I wait for people and God to bail me out of the messes I create. Perhaps I should start a new thing, that I should love me. Not to be selfish, not to hoard or to squander, but that I should wish for myself a sincere life. To do what is good for me, and not just to seek out my own pleasure — what is right, and not just what I believe is justified — can it be so? It is, then, a narrow road I which must follow.
A prayer:
I have asked for help a thousand times, never knowing what is good for me. My Lord, my God, teach me that this mouth will ask what is right to ask, grant me that I will do what is good to do. If it be correct, help me to love myself. Amen.
Journeyman me, start on that road today.
Lana
8:18pm friday, 19th april
I see how your life must be increasingly difficult to distinguish each peice of information that you get from a situation. I have had similiar episodes that left me feeling alone and confused. I have aslo put my self in to danger. I admire you for your strength.
Lana