I am living someone else's life. This is not me. I am a madman huddled in an out of the way corner somewhere, imagining all this. I don't know whose persona I borrowed, but this assumed identity is too capable, is too sure of himself, is too good. Surely I am not able to do these things I do — it is a sweet dream, and perhaps one day I will awake to the real whatever I am. But until that day, I will play the game like I know what I'm doing, live this life as if it were my very own. I should not question this simulacrum, though I know I sometimes will: I will wonder if, I will wonder how, and I will wonder why. When the real owner of this soul comes back to claim it, I will not contend with him; I will just smile as I give it back, and thank him for such a lovely day out in the sun.
faerie goddess
6:47am wednesday, 16th june
There is a 'being' mentioned in popculture/metaphysics referred to as a "Walk-In". I believe the term was coined by Doreen Virtue. A walk-in is a soul/angel/being who has replaced another soul on earth and takes over their life mission. In such a case, the original 'person' is unable or unwilling to continue their life. As a result, God then replaces that spirit with a walk-in, who may be better prepared to fulfill the intended mission (always for the good of all). The transition may occur during an illness, accident, or major upheaval. Sometimes it occurs during a near death experience, or a coma, or simply in one's sleep. Often, people close to the individual experiencing this will notice personality changes (interests, behaviors, attitudes, etc). Personally, my life has been so bizarre and brutal I wouldn't be surprised if my previous 'i' had 'bailed out'. Lucky chick!....and so here 'I' am...
faerie goddess