Shall I believe them when they say an ending is also a beginning? Perhaps I should not believe in endings at all, merely the beginnings, for I am a believer in life eternal, of the death that does not die. And I do not know if dreams ever do end, even when they have faded, and nothing but a ghost remains of their touch — I find a healthy breath can resuscitate one that seemed all but gone.... should I perhaps merely say, goodbye, my year, now almost a year old, ready to turn over from the present to the past, joining so many others? But these years never truly go, not while we yet remember, and we were there for it all. Merrily merrily merrily merrily, life is but a dream: all these years, we will wake from them some time, and then we will see that time does not pass as easily as we thought, and perhaps that dreams are not so insubstantial, after all.
strawberry
11:44pm saturday, 1st january
Hi there. Geodone (spelling?) is said to cause less weight gain than any atypical antipsychotic. I switched from Zyprexa to Seroquil because of weight gain & it helped. In the future I want to try Geodone. I miss Zyprexa because it helped my mind stay clear & emotions bouyant. I like reading your clear, intelligent writing - please don't let your mind disintegrate because you have stopped or cut back on your medications.
strawberry