I imagine I will live a long life. When I thought I was a prophet, I seemed always to be pressed for time, that I could not do the things I had planned for myself to do — there were going to be only four more "free" years, give or take, and then I would prophesy for three years, then die. It didn't leave much room for dilly-dallying, which I am prone to do. I think we all are, from time to time. Who is working purposefully every waking minute of every waking day? I don't think those kind of people exist, for the most part. You'd have to be pretty amazing or obsessive to do that.
Really, there are flowers along the way on the road of life, no? Who of you out there would not sniff more roses? Watch the leaves turn in Autumn glory? Play frisbee for no reason than you had a park, a Sunday, and sun? Relax a minute — you're doing fine. I, myself, I think I may slow down a little bit. Not be hellbent on working on my projects. I think there is time, I think that the world will not end, not in fire nor ice, for some time. And I think that if the world did end tomorrow, that my last hour not be taken running from place to place, but sitting in my favorite chair, listening to a song that brought me back to childhood.
Raymond
3:43am friday, 15th march
I love to work.It keeps me from having to much time to worry about things that I do not have control over anyway.I worked to much and missed out on family and friends and events that I would have loved to have been at.Life is funny and now I have no choise but to slow down and look around and do the things that I have wanted to do all along.Everything has a price and now I am paying dearly for it;but the rewards that I shall receive for the price seem to be worth every penny.I had lost myself somewhere and now I get a chance to find myself and some very old dear friends that had long ago turned into ghosts in the back of my mind.New friends will come and they will become old friends.Time waits for no one and no one waits for time .Do not let life pass you by without you making the pitstops your own.
Kyle
3:28am monday, 18th march
I used to think myself a vampire....many times I have wondered how I got this far....only the strong get this far Stand...like you
Raymond